awake early and looking for an excuse to stay in bed...

So.recently, i'm still at uni. I'm still enjoying my courses, but as per usual, i should be a lot more motivated to do work than I am. Similarly, I'm reasonable healthy, however, i should be going to the gym more (at all at this point) and eating more fresh fruit and vegetables.I seem to be continually fighting off a cusp cold, thankfully noone around me really seems to have been afflicted so far.Katie has moved out of Tim's room, and Dominic is in the process of moving out of mine. Most of his stuff is now gone and there remains only some shorts, a tennis racket, his uni course folders and a few other odds and ends.After a lot of badgering and some mild crisis induced panic involving me running off to my paretns house for a bit, nature took its course and he took a room with a couple of male spanish nurses. Apparently they're very cool guys and make possibly the best roomates ever, he doesn't seem so keen on the house though. I'm currently on midsession break. this is good, but slightly annoying because not even the schools are on holidays now. this means that we have 10 weeks of uni solid, no break.If everything goes as plans, and the end of those 10 weeks, I'll be jetting off to singapore courtesy of my degree to study various things at their university for 5 weeks, followed by 1 week on tioman island off the west coast of malaysia. This means doing my exams over there and all that, which could be a bit hectic, but all the more reason to get all my crap under my belt before I go.Over the long weekend I went camping at the basin with a bunch of my mates who were around when I was in high school.4 years ago, we went to the same spot, and while the weather was a little nicer 4 years ago, this time was pretty fantastic.There were about 20 of us altogether and I don't know exactly how we whiled away the time, but aside from a few bushwakls, we spent most of the time either preparing or eating food, or playing/singing songs around a camp fire.I had an enormous amount of fun, dampened only by the decision by Dom, who stayed in sydney, and myself to finally do what we should have done ages ago, and split up.So, I'm a single girl, although I doubt Dom will stay single for long, he has a great personality, and to be honest, it would make it easier to actually move on if I saw him with somebody else.I'm feeling fine about the whole being single thing, no problems there. Even though I'll still see dom, I'll still miss him, because he's been my best friend pretty much since the day I met him. And the 'complicité' might not be there anymore. But you can't keep flogging the same dead horse. And if we're not careful, we might just end up hurting each other. So, following our own advice given to each other, by each other so many times, we shall be adult and be friends.I'm actually scared at the thought of meeting someone else. It seems such hard work. I question whether I want to relinquish as much of my private thoughts and emotions as I have.Dom has always been so good at respecting the boundaries of how he applies what he knows about me, that I don't know whether I would be capable of having a constructive relationship.although, I don't really know how constructive ours has been of late.But then I guess life is full of surprises. someone could rock up out of the blue and completely blow my mind.but it seems unlikely, and as such, for the moment, I plan to take my romantic life slow and hope that it does not manage to get in the way of my studies.this is em, signing out