well, my head has cleared a little

unfortunately, my right ear is still pressurized, and my throat is raw.At least my nose has cleared enough that I can breath through that now instead of my mouth.The library is shitting me. The books I need are either on load until freaking September, or they're not on the shelves. How am I supposed to find them if they're not where they're supposed to be.I have another appointment with the councellors today, I hope my voice is going to work.I'm going through waves at the moment, some of the time I'm okay, and then I get sucked back under again.anyway.I think I'm going to go to uni, there's a chance I might be productive there.