In her infinite wisdom, lara suggested making a list of Goals and aims

I have decided to do so.Uni goalsby 18/4 - Organised and studied my vision + brain notes and associated readings.by 23/4 - Have my RM3A notes up to date Have chosen and begun researching my Mem + Motivation research proposal.Health goalsGet to the gym at least 3 times a week.Start running a few nights a week.Get back my lumber and leg flexibility - Read; Touch toes with straigth knees, sit on floor legs flat with nose on knees, right and left leg splits, straddle with chest at floor.This one I understand will take a while, so I'm not setting a specific date, but hope to have this by the start of session two.Personal goalsBuy a learn to play guitre book and finally learn.Locate and join a local drama clubGet my Passport renewed asap.here's to achieving things this year.May 2005 be the most productive ever!

I'm having a panic attack.

i can't breath.showering helps right?I hope so.

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so, suddenly realised how much I have due.

tomorrow -sociology paper - doneTuesday -Vision and Brain presentation - being researchedWednesday-Psychobiology of memory and motivation midsession exam - yet to start studyingFriday -Vision and Brain paper - not yet writtenTuesday -Vision and brain midsession - also not yet started studyingI don't know HOW I'm going to get it all done, AND go to two 21sts, a 40th AND down to canberra.Somehow, I will be super woman, and I will succeed and I will do well at them.right...

sitting at work

and my ears won't pop.but I can breath through my nose, and my throat isn't hurting.waveson a rise, and then a fall.Ok one minute, then the next I wish I could screamSCREAM!This emptiness, a hollow inside, that feels slightly sea sicka sadness, that numbs everything else.where even the best moments don't feel quite rightand nothing tastes good anymore.wondering where people are? where do we meet people? how can we find someone.everin this world, there is no certainty, there is brief moments of understanding and then darkness againand there is consumption.I get the feeling the desire to buy things deminishes.this so called retail therapy is not of use to me.grump.

well, my head has cleared a little

unfortunately, my right ear is still pressurized, and my throat is raw.At least my nose has cleared enough that I can breath through that now instead of my mouth.The library is shitting me. The books I need are either on load until freaking September, or they're not on the shelves. How am I supposed to find them if they're not where they're supposed to be.I have another appointment with the councellors today, I hope my voice is going to work.I'm going through waves at the moment, some of the time I'm okay, and then I get sucked back under again.anyway.I think I'm going to go to uni, there's a chance I might be productive there.

I just got back from the ben fold's concert

I have to say, that was one of the best live performances I've been to.The Metro was absolutely packed out, and he played not only really well, but he genuinely seemed to enjoy being there. He had a laugh and I've never seen so much audience participation.I really like his music and I guess i'd sort of forgotten why.I really had fun, and the cold and flu tablets managed to keep me sorted right up until I got home, at which point I quickly collapsed into a sneezing fit which lasted for almost 2 minutes.yeah.very impressed.And the supporting act weren't bad either.Gelbison...